Welcome to Kira's Crossdressing Diary

I like to sit down and write how I'm feeling on the days and nights that I dress, so I thought I'd create an official section of my website devoted to my "crossdressing diary". I like to take at least one picture of my in the outfits I wear, so there will be extra pictures here, and you might not see these on my "Pictures" pages. Unlike my photos and other content that I update only on the first day of every month, I plan on updating this section mid-month, so check back often to see if anything is new. Email me if something strikes you...

8/24/2002 -- Gosh, I bet you've all thought I dropped off the face of the planet! Well, just your luck (good or bad?), I'm still here. Let me apologize for not posting anything new to the site in, oh forever, but I haven't taken any new pictures or written any new stories. But I still plan to do some new stuff. The problem is, I've become really picky about the quality of my photos, so I'm not posting anything less than perfection from now on. Of course, perfection takes time, but I think it will be worth it. I've got lots of new clothes from a summer of shopping, so I'll have plenty to wear. Somehow, there never seems to be enough clothes in my closet, so I just keep buying more! So, what else is up with me? Hmm, I pierced one ear! Pretty easy to get away with IRL (In Real Life), but my goal is to do both. Ever since I started dressing, I've wanted to be able to wear earrings, and I'll be there soon. I've been doing a lot of running, training for a half marathon (13 miles). I'm thin and buff, thanks to all the miles I've put under my feet this summer! Not much else going on I guess, so I'll sign off. See ya (and be seen) soon!
12/2/2001 -- Hey, special internet friends! Glad to be back with you! Wow, it's been a busy time the past bunch of weeks. Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas and New Year's are almost on top of us! I don't know about you, but I'm tired just thinking about it. Well, not too much going on these days. Still shopping a ton, but that's nothing new. I'm probably not going to be posting stuff to my WWW site monthly next year, because it just takes soooo much effort. I want to stick to making storyboards or special "theme" picture sets, and when I have them, I'll post them. What do you think? Anyway, happy holidays and new year to everyone! See ya soon! XO -- Kira
10/22/2001 -- Hi all, it's just me again. Jeez, I guess I don't write here as much as I thought I would. Does anyone read this diary anyway? So, I've been thinking tonight about how much I like to get dressed and all pretty. Probably seems like an obvious statement for a girl like me, but it's true. Maybe it's my crazy vanity, but I love all the nice feedback I get from folks who see me on my WWW site, but lately I've been wishing for something more. Maybe it's just because I've been living by myself or a year now, and I'm missing close contact with someone. It would be so wonderful to have someone to hang around while I get dressed, to watch me as I pick out undies, put on stockings, pick out a sexy, cute outfit and shoes, and do my makeup. I imagine that they'd tell me how great I look, and they'd just watch me all night, fascinated with my legs, my eyes, my hair, my lips. Maybe we'd just sit on the couch and talk, or snuggle and read together. Is that a lot to ask?

Hmmphh, okay, emotional nutty Kira is done gushing, for now. I should get back to my normal self and just think about clothes or shoes or something. I tell myself I'm pretty, who else do I need, right?

9/30/2001 -- Well, have I been a busy bee! I've done loads of new pics, and I just got done posting my October update, so there's plenty for you to check out this month. This month brings you a full suite of "schoolgirl" pics, which I'm sure will be a big hit. I've also got a new fantasy storyboard for fans of my fiction (are you out there?). I've got a big Halloween special planned for next month, so when you're all stuffed with treats (and tricks!) you can see that next month. And, as a few girls know, my weekend WebCam shows are not to be missed. If you aren't checking me out on Yahoo Messenger (my nick is "maybe_kira") then you lose! Don't get your hopes up too far, I don't do any naked stuff on camera, but you get to see me in a cool outfit or two (usually lingerie), and you get to chat with me live. Anyway, I hope you like the new stuff this month and stay tuned for all the new goodies. So, have a great night and I'll see ya soon! XO -- Kira

P.S. -- I apologize if you've tried to see my site(s) and found them shut down 'cuz I'm over my bandwidth limit. 3GB per month of my pics doesn't seem to go far. What do you expect for free. I'm looking into the upgrade to get more space and bandwidth, so bear with me.

9/22/2001 -- Hey everyone. Well, I'm back on-line after a little sabbatical. Lots of stuff going on with me lately, which has been occupying my time. My wife and I are ironing out our divorce proceedings, so that's been a joy. Then, of course, there was the attack of Sept 11. Thank God that none of my friends or family were lost in the attack, and my deepest sympathies and my prayers go out to all the victims and families. Beautiful New York City will never be the same, and neither will the whole country. :( Okay, I'm going to try and get on a lighter note here. I'm gonna try to be on-line more, and I've started using the Yahoo Messenger WebCam system, so if you want to get peeks at me in between my monthly updates, you'll just have to find me on YM! I'm also going to try and be a little more creative with the WWW site in the future, and focus more on stories and storyboards, and not just pics, so I hope you like it. Also, I've got a brand new idea for a "spin-off" to my WWW site that I'm going to launch in the near future, so you need to stay tuned for that. Well, it's been a late night, with plenty of chatting (and webcamming !!) so I better get to bed. See you all soon! XO -- Kira
8/31/2001 -- Wow, it's been a little bit of time since I managed to write in my diary, huh? Well, I'm back! I was on vacation all last week, doing a whole lot of nothing since I had been so hectic at work this year. It was great to just around the house and get re-acquainted with some parts of my life, and that included some good Kira time. Take a peek at the swimsuit photos I took as an "end of the summer" special. I needed the opportunity to show off the new swimsuits I ordered this year. What do you think? Like them? I love the peach and black one, cuz it has a zipper in the front of the top, which makes it kinda sexier. And, of course, how can you not love a plain black bikini. I was also THIS close to spending time outside catching some sun in the black suit, but I was scared of being spotted by the neighbors. Maybe next year I'll go to a beach away from where I live so no one will recognize me. Anyway, not too much else is going on lately. I haven't done much shopping, but now that all the stores are carrying "Back to School" fall clothes, I'm sure I'll see something I like. Actually, I'm planning a new round of "schoolgirl" photos for this fall, so don't miss that next month. Oh, and Halloween is coming! You know what that means...French Maid time :) Okay, enough giving away my plans for future picture updates, you'll just have to come see for yourself. Well, gotta go. If you're online, look for me on Yahoo Messenger, under the nickname "maybe_kira" and let's chat! Bye! XO - Kira
8/12/2001 -- Well, after a week or more of hibernation, I finally got out of my shell. The weather was cool enough to dress, and do some pics! That's me on the right, in case you didn't notice, in my hot blue vinyl outfit (halter bra and micro-skirt). You'll see it on my site in the coming months. I also got to wear a cute blue summer dress last night, and get on-line to chat with some friends. Chatting on Yahoo Messenger on Saturday nights is getting to be a little bit of a ritual, I guess, considering my entire lack of a social life. So, if you're home on Saturday and wanna chat, ping "maybe_kira" in your Yahoo Messenger. I've also come up with a couple of new ideas for some sexy stories, and another storyboard or two, so I hope to find time to write them down, and post them to the site. Keep your eyes peeled. Of course, every time I come up with a new storyboard idea, it requires more shopping, because it always seems to involve an outfit I don't own yet. It's no big deal though, since I love to shop, although my credit card is starting to show some signs of wear! Well, speaking of that, I think I'm off to the mall. Wish me luck! See you all soon! XO -- Kira

7/30/2001 -- Wow, two updates in two nights!! Well, this is what you get when I have all the time in the world to dress up. Okay, I did manage to hit the malls (three to be exact!!) today, and get some new clothes and shoes. As I feared, I may be too late to get the white shoes that I wanted, but I did manage to get two pair of black ones. The first is a pair of black, chunky high heel sandal types, and they are really cute and really comfy. You'll see them in upcoming photo shoots to be sure. The second pair are black loafer types, but again with a really tall chunky heel. You've probably seen teen girls in these kind of shoes out and about, cuz they're pretty in style right now. I saw this girl the other day in a wicked sweet outfit, so I'm trying to copy it. She was wearing a black, knit mini-skirt, a white, sleeveless button-up shirt with black nylons and black chunky shoes. So, I've nearly got the outfit copied, cuz I bought the shoes and the shirt today, and I should have a good mini-skirt to match. Is it possible to have an obsession with clothes? If so, I think I've got it. "Skirt-omania"? "Heel-omania"? I also ran into my good friend Vicca on-line tonight, and we had a great, long chat. It had been so long since we talked. We ha a great chat about clothes, movies, and life. It was great to catch up after so long. XO 2 U Vicca :) !!! My friend Tabitha was on-line too for a while, but we didn't get to talk much. A girl can never have too many friends, so all you CD/TG girls out there shouldn't hesitate to drop me a line and say "Hi". Okay, my self-pity induced blatant plea for friends is over!! Well, I guess I better get on out of here. See you around campus!! XO -- Kira
7/29/2001 -- Okay, I have been so busy that I really haven't dressed much this month, but I'm back at it now. Also, it's been really hot so much this past month where I live, that I really haven't had the urge to dress. But, I've caught a nice cool night, and I'm all dressed up! I bought a new black mini-skirt (can a girl ever have too many?) and I was in a "red" mood, so I'm wearing a red shirt and tank-top with my skirt. It's a pretty cute little outfit, if I do say so myself! I think I'm gonna go shopping tomorrow, cuz I'm jonesing for a new pair of shoes or two! Before we hit winter and they're out of the stores, I want to buy a nice pair of white strappy sandal type shoes. Also, maybe some new black ones too. So, something struck me as funny the other day...I was shopping in one of the malls near where I live (in "boy" mode, though, like I always shop) and naturally I'm checking out all the cute girls in the mall, but what was funny was the fact that I was not just looking at them, but at their clothes! "Bad shoes" or "Awesome outfit" were several of the phrases that went through my head. Am I nuts? Write me and let me know, cuz I'm off to bed now. Bye! XO -- Kira
6/30/2001 -- Wow, I didn't know just how long it had been since I had written in the diary. I have been out of circulation for a while, but jeez! Anyway, my life is pretty much back to normal, which means more time for dressing up! Not much going on, but I did post my July update today. Hope you all like it! I hope you'll all send me an email with your opinions! Anyway, gotta run and go shopping. Tabitha says I need a halter sweater, and who am I to argue? XO -- Kira
5/26/2001 -- Another Saturday night, another chance to dress up and take some photos! Well friends, I'm really cramming them out (so to speak)! I've almost done all the photo sets for the summer, so you have lots to look forward to in June, July, and August.
5/20/2001 -- Hi there all my faithful viewers! Well, I'm on a roll! Another weekend, and I did more photos. So, you won't be stuck on June 1 without a good bunch of new photos. The voting on "Summer Kira" is pretty much done, and its 75% to 25% that you LOVE my casual summer looks. So, I went ahead and did some pics of me in a couple of my new summer outfits. I'll do more next weekend, and you'll have a bevy of photos for June. Not too much else is going on here. BTW, Tabitha, I had a great time last weekend! Let's do it again soon! Well, I'm outa here. See you all soon! XO -- Kira
5/12/2001 -- Hi friends? How are you? I'm good! Finally got the time to do a new bunch of photos for my site, so my June update won't be as bleak as my May update. Yay!! This is probably really anal retentive of me, but didn't plan out the outfits I was going to shoot, so I had a hard time picking something out. But I tried on a lot of different outfits trying to find a good one, so that was fun. One of the outfits I chose was the pink/black skirt & pink sweater outfit you all voted on a while ago. Since there was such a resounding positive response to that outfit, I dared not wait. The vote is definitely mixed on my "summer looks" below. 2/3 of you like it, the last 1/3 don't. Not too bad I guess. I couldn't help thinking tonight about how much I wanted a "special girl" in my life to dress up for. Sorry guys, but this girl is into girls! Although, I have to admit, I've met some really nice guys on-line (do you know who you are?), and they definitely make me curious. Do you think life is too short not to indulge in your fantasies? You've probably read my stories, but I love thinking that there's a girl out there who would see Kira, all dressed and made up, and just be crazy with lust! Is it crazy? God I hope not. Okay friends, enough idle banter! I think the adult beverages are getting to me! See you all in my inbox soon! XO -- Kira
5/6/2001 -- Hi everyone! How are you? I'm doing pretty good. I had a busy weekend, but I did manage to do a whole bunch of shopping! More casual clothes, so you get to keep voting whether you like my casual outfits or not. I didn't think the picture below came out very good, so I did three good ones tonight in three different outfits, to give you a better look. Do you still not like my summer outfits? If you voted no before, you can vote yes twice (once to cancel out, again for yes) if you change your mind! I do hope to do a bunch of new pictures for everyone this month. I've got a great storyboard to do, so keep your eyes peeled! Well, I'm off to answer my emails, and if you haven't sent me one, why not? I don't bite! Talk to ya soon! XO -- Kira
Tan shorts with white tank top and white sheer shirt. Socks and Keds finish off the outfit. Denim mini-skirt with white tank top and white sheer shirt. Again, socks and Keds. Khaki mini-skirt with a black short sleeve sweater. Finished off with black boots.
5/1/2001 -- Hi friends. Glad to see you back again. April was a pretty hectic month for me, and I'm sorry but I didn't get the chance to do any photo shoots this month, except for my Grape Crush set from April 1. I hope you like it. I have been doing a lot of shopping, and I want to post a lot of new pics and stuff for June, so keep your eyes peeled. Response to my vote on my pink & black skirt was really great, and it was an almost unanimous vote Yes, so I'm keeping the outfit! So, I'm doing a new vote for this month. I've been shopping for a lot of casual summer clothes, since we're heading into summer, and it's too hot to wear stockings and leather all the time! Anyway, below is a picture of me in one of my casual summer outfits. I'm wearing a white tank top, a white thin top, and khaki shorts. Instead of my normal stilettos, I'm wearing little socks and Keds. Do you like this outfit? Do you like a casual Kira? Please let me know! Vote below, and email me any comments about this outfit that you have! Talk to you all soon! Love, Kira

4/14/2001 -- Hi friends! Well, I'm glad to report that it's a unanimous vote - Everyone likes my new skirt below! So, I'm keeping it! Thanks to everyone who took the time to cast a vote over the past few days. I've gotten a whole bunch of new clothes over the last few weeks, so I had fun trying some on tonight. I'm anticipating how hot it's going to be this summer, so I've been buying summer clothes. Tank tops, miniskirts, short sleeve tops, even a pair of denim shorts. I bet you can't wait for me to bust out and do a set of pictures of my in a bikini swim suit, denim shorts, and a tank top! I basically settled on a new dress that I bought on eBay recently. It's a Fredericks of Hollywood dress from a couple of years ago. Pink, long, pretty conservative actually for me, but I think it's really cute. What do you think? I also got a chance to chat with an old friend on line. My friend Alison from Sydney Australia was on-line, so I talked to her for a while. She's great, but it's hard to hook up because she's 14 hours ahead of me. Okay, had to change clothes. I went from soft and sweet to sheer and sexy. Black stretch miniskirt, black sheer top, black bra & thong, black stockings, and my black patent knee boots. I've got some good tunes playing, and I feel like dancing! I wonder if any dance clubs in Boston are Tgirl friendly? Do you know? Oh well, enough typing. Thats my life tonight!
4/9/2001 -- Hey everyone! How are you all doing tonight? I'm good. Haven't dressed in a while, but I bought a whole bunch of new clothes recently, so I'm trying on a new outfit. I've been buying some pretty conservative stuff lately, and this outfit is one of them. The pink sweater is really cute (and tight!), but it's the skirt I don't know about. It's just past knee length, which is a little odd. Mostly I'm a mini-skirt girl, so I don't know how much I like this skirt. So, I'm accepting votes below! Let me know if you like my skirt or not! If you want to send me a more robust opinion, you can always email me. But, I'm trying to spice things up a little bit with my undies. The two pictures below are the new sexy undies that I got from Frederick's. It's a faux leather bra/thong/garter belt set up which is really sexy. The straps of the bra and garter belt are these little sections of chain, and when I walk, the straps of the garter belt jingle! Too funny! BTW, in case you were wondering, the pictures of the undies are NOT me. It's a lingerie model named Ivana Bozilovic. See more of her here and here! Anyway, it's a very sexy set of undies (1 of many I've bought recently), and maybe you'll see a photo set of me in them someday. What do you think? Well, not much else going on, so I better sign off. Thanks for reading, and I'll talk to you soon! XO -- Kira
4/1/2001 - Well, Happy April Fools to everyone. I hope no one's given you any big ugly tricks today, other than having to reset your clocks! Nothing like losing an hour of your life when you wake up. Oh well. So I had a great day. I spent all day dressed, trying different outfits and chatting on-line with friends. I also did a photo shoot for my May update (only 30 days away!) For my loyal readers, I've put a preview below. I bought this great purple vinyl outfit on eBay. It's made by Fredericks (must be old...) and it's just so awesome! I have a fetish about wearing vinyl anyway, so I don't need any excuse to wear a vinyl outfit for a photo shoot. Underneath I wore purple satin undies and purple fishnets. Then, another fetish of mine, comes purple 5" stiletto heels. Is it strange that I'm getting used to wearing heels like that? They used to kill my feet, but now their not too bad. I don't think I'd ever wear them out of the house, but they make great bedroom shoes! Let me know what you think of this outfit! I spent a lot of time today on Yahoo Messenger chatting with different folks, and it was good to catch up with some friends. I met some new folks, too, and I'm hoping to talk more with them in the future (you know who you are) ! Oh well, lots more fun planned for the rest of the night, so I better go. See ya!! XO -- Kira
3/29/2001 -- Uploaded my April update tonight. I know, it's not April 1 yet, but for some reason I get a lot of hits on the WWW site on the last 2 days of each month, so I thought I'd be pre-emptive and get the site uploaded to catch all the hits. Will anyone notice? I updated my Bio, Stats, and Friends pages since these had been neglected lately. Check them out to learn more about yours truly. Not much else going on, except I'm lamenting the loss of Kevin's KTMGirls WWW site, which I loved. We'll see what Kevin will come up with next! Hope to hear from any viewers this month. Email me at kira@kirasydney.com or look for me on Yahoo Messenger as "maybe_kira". Bye!
3/26/2001 -- Well, spent more time tonight doing photos for my April update. I think you'll like them. I was going to do another video (I had the music all set, and I spent like an hour doing choreography), but it turns out my dig. camera only does 2 mins of video at a crack and the song I was going to dance (and strip!) to is 3 mins after editing. Also, the quality is pretty sketchy, so I bagged the whole idea. Do you like the video I have? Maybe I'll think about get a dig. video cam and do it right. Anyway, I did some shots of me tonight in a favorite set of red lingerie, so let me know if you like what you see. Modeling lingerie is so stressful, because I want the pics to look good, so it takes a lot of effort and time. Did you know that I did all my photos myself? Digital camera with a remote control for the self timer (Olympus C3000). That makes it easier to pose, looking in the TV to make sure I'm just right, and then taking the photo. Hmmm, maybe I'm giving too many secrets away. Forget what I just told you, I'm naturally beautiful and photogenic, that's all you need to know!!! So, any ideas on new stuff I should to for my WWW site? I was thinking of getting a webcam and doing "live" broadcasts. No nudity or sex shows, just live Kira. What do you think? Would you watch? Damn, my feet are killing me! Nothing like wearing 5" heels for most of the afternoon and night to really make your toes ache. I wouldn't have it any other way, though! Maybe it's just 'cuz I just got back from two weeks of biz trips, but I'm a little lonely for my on-line girl friends. I'm sure I'll catch up with them now that I'm home. I'm always looking for new girl friends, especially anyone from the Boston area where I live, so don't be shy, drop me a line! Well, gotta go! See ya! -- Kira
3/25/2001 -- Well, I'm back home after 2 weeks of business trips. I got the chance to dress up after such a long break, and let me tell you, it feels great!! I ordered some new undies through VictoriasSecret.com a while ago, and I'm wearing them as we speak. They are a bright blue bra/thong/garter belt set, which are part lace and part satin. Very pretty and they look great! I must be a mood for "blue" lately, 'cuz I've been wearing a lot of blue outfits. I'm wearing blue now, and I bought a couple of blue minidresses at the mall. I did buy some pink outfits too, so you'll get to see those soon. I'll get back to my multi-colored ways soon, I'm sure. I did 1 set of photos for my April WWW site update tonight, and I've got more to do tomorrow night, so I'll have everything ready for the end of the week. Well friends, thanks for talking. See you soon! Love, Kira
3/6/2001 -- Okay, another chance to do some photos tonight. I wrote a storyboard for a "Sexy Secretary" photo shoot, primarily to get some photos to KTMGirls, and the shoot went great. I wore a black, tight miniskirt with ivory silk poets blouse and a black blazer. Underneath I wore my white Fredericks lace undies and black stockings. I know, stockings and undies don't match, but I had to do that for the whole outfit. For shoes I wore my 5" black stilettos which hurt my feet, but look really sexy (the trouble us girls will go through!). Anyway, check out the storyboard to see how it looked. After the photo shoot, I figured I'd change to hang out online for a while, so I wanted to change shoes. I put on my 4" ankle strap pumps (conservative and comfortable by comparison), and while I was putting on the first shoe...I PUT A RUN IN MY STOCKINGS!!! I'm so pissed!!! I wore my brand new black Victoria's Secret Sheer Vitality stockings, which are so awesome, but they cost $20 a pair, and I just ruined these! AARRGHHH! Oh well, I'll be okay I guess. As a friend of mine use to say - "It's only money, you'll get more next week." See ya friends!
3/4/2001 -- Well, I went shopping today and bought my self some new clothes. I've been wanting a blue sweater to go with this blue skirt I bought, so I finally found and bought one today. I also got some blue undies (bra and panties) to go with all my new blue outfits. There's a really pretty set of blue undies from Victoria's that I may order too. So, a few "firsts" tonight for me as I dressed up. I got some "Candies" perfume on eBay a while ago, so I'm wearing that tonight. I think I smell really nice! Also, I bought some magnetic earrings a couple of weeks ago, so tonight I'm wearing earrings with my outfit. I think earrings add such a feminine touch to everything, so I'm psyched. Also, since I'm wearing nothing but blue outfits, I did my makeup in all blue tones. Well, blue eye shadow and this pale blue lipstick. Oh, blue fingernails too. So, I'm wearing a few outfits. First is a blue flowered long skirt that has really high side slits, and my new blue sweater. For a more sexy look, I also bought this blue snakeskin leather mini-skirt to wear with my blue satin shirt. Sexy, huh? I think so, especially with my 5" blue stilettos. Well, gotta go. Below is some pictures of my in my blue outfits! (There are more pics, so email me and maybe I'll share them with you!)